Saturday, September 19, 2009

Lackadaisical

Main Entry: lack·a·dai·si·cal
Pronunciation: \ˌla-kə-ˈdā-zi-kəl\
Function: adjective
: lacking life, spirit, or zest :

I feel like that word describes me fairly well at this moment. Lately, my life has had glimmers of hope, snapshots of happy but I can't say that is a constant. I wish I could. But sometimes I need to remind myself of all the wonderful things in my life so keep me going. So here is list:

  • Meeting the other bridesmaids in Kim's wedding and really getting along with them

  • Building my friendships with the other hall directors

  • Being there to witness my best friend from high school getting married

  • My regular run around Lake Baldwin on Friday afternoons

  • Getting the courage to reconnect with old friends

  • Hearing God's whisper telling me that my purpose right now is to dream my own dreams, that He is in control, and He will provide for what I'm longing for when the time is right

  • Spending time with my Grandma and Aunt

  • Knowing my family supports me and is always there for me


My hope is that this list will continue to grow and that even when I'm down I will be able to recognize my blessings.

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